{"id":581,"date":"2023-04-27T06:03:40","date_gmt":"2023-04-27T10:03:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ajcho.com\/?p=581"},"modified":"2024-03-23T22:38:50","modified_gmt":"2024-03-24T02:38:50","slug":"snooze-agust-d","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ajcho.com\/index.php\/2023\/04\/27\/snooze-agust-d\/","title":{"rendered":"Snooze &#8211; Agust D (Feat. Ryuichi Sakamoto &#038; WOOSUNG)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter is-resized\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ajcho.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/DDay.jpeg\" alt=\"\" style=\"object-fit:cover;width:400px;height:400px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-audio\"><audio controls src=\"https:\/\/a.tumblr.com\/tumblr_rtgozu7laB1z0viako1.mp3\"><\/audio><\/figure>\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m not really great at expressing myself or my thoughts, which is probably why I need to write them out. Last week was a whirlwind, but to be honest, compared to when it happened the first time during COVID, I&#8217;m strangely okay about it. Yeah it&#8217;s always rough news or hard to hear, but I&#8217;m not hurt about it like I was while I was working at my older job. To be honest, I think my parents are more concerned for me than I am, but I&#8217;m just taking it in stride and will just need to figure out my next steps.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe it&#8217;s because it&#8217;s already happened once before, or I&#8217;m more confident in myself&#8230; even though I have no idea what confidence I should really be having. I&#8217;m not really sure what my skill set for a job is these days with the work that I was previously performing. I&#8217;m not sure how these will correlate to any new opportunities or things that I can find, but I guess that&#8217;s the fun of exploring new opportunities and challenging myself to find something new.<\/p>\n<p>I guess the reason why I&#8217;m word vomiting right now is because I should be exploring and finding what I think are my dreams or passions, but for some reason I&#8217;m so desensitized or just so unbothered to not even find that, even with the time that&#8217;s been given to me. I think I&#8217;m a bit apathetic to where I am at, where these things no longer bother me. I think I need to change the small things first with myself before I can figure out those bigger items in the future. So, with that, I need to start cleaning my room&#8230; and cleaning my closet&#8230; and cleaning everything in general. I think with that, and slow workings on the exterior, things will start to make more sense.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not really great at expressing myself or my thoughts, which is probably why I need to write them out. Last week was a whirlwind, but to be honest, compared to when it happened the first time during COVID, I&#8217;m strangely okay about it. Yeah it&#8217;s always rough news or hard to hear, but I&#8217;m [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":582,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[9,10],"class_list":["post-581","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-music","tag-k-pop","tag-korean"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ajcho.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/581","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ajcho.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ajcho.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ajcho.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ajcho.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=581"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/ajcho.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/581\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":774,"href":"https:\/\/ajcho.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/581\/revisions\/774"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ajcho.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/582"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ajcho.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=581"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ajcho.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=581"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ajcho.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=581"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}