When I have too much time to be inside of my own head… it gets to a point where all it can come down to is… how many times have I thought about the same things over and over again. Why do I continue to keep asking myself and struggling with the same thing even though I know what the answers are.

Excuses excuses excuses. That’s all I hear in my head. I know I should be able to better take control, but I can’t. It’s ingrained in my freaking DNA to try to take the easy way out and give an excuse to get by.